I promise you♥

I promise you, that this will not be easy.
I have problems I can not always explain.
Crying happens at the simplest of things.
Sometimes I will cry for hours or periodically all day.
I will not always be able to say why I am crying,
Cause I will not always know why.

I promise you, sometimes you will think I am crazy.
There will be times you may want to simply walk away.
My anger comes fast and hard.
The simplest things can trigger memories and I will get angry.
I will be silent or I will want to yell.
Things are nearly always thrown and I will hit a few walls.

I promise you, no one else will love you like I do.
If you stay by my side, you won't regret it.
I love with everything I have, all of my heart.
I will keep a smile and laugh all the time.
There isn't anything I will not do for the one I love.
I will show you silently and tell you often.


I promise you.

Writer's block

Writer's block.
To look at a blank page and feel completely overwhelmed.
Better yet to have a ton of ideas and not knowing how to begin them.
Can you imagine not being able to do what your meant to?
Try going to work and not being able to do what your supposed to do.
A call agent who can't remember how to work a phone or computer.
A broadway star forgetting how to read music.
A football player not knowing how to do the plays.
No one truly understands how frustrating writer's block can be.
This is me, what I am meant to do.
It's expected of me to keep a stream of poems going.
What do I do when I can't write?
What happens when it lasts for days?
I'm a writer, there is no calling out sick.
No vacation time, no lack of supplies.
I simply have no excuse.
I have to work.
I have to write.
I am a writer who just fixed her writer's block.

Feel♥

You trail you fingers down my spine,
Shivers vibrate through my body.
You kiss my shoulder, 
Every nerve comes alive.
I roll over to face you,
look into your beautiful eyes.
You place your hands on my face,
Your thumbs rub my cheeks.
You look into my eyes,
Placing your lips on mine.
My world explodes,
In warmth, emotions and complete lose of control.
It washes over my entire body.
In a way that has never happened before. 
It drives me crazy the way your touch drives me crazy.
How a look can make my body lose it.
A touch sends me over the edge.
Everything shuts down,
I just feel.

Broken- Lindsay Haun

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZfWQZkJxdw

You♥

Sometimes I can not breathe.
Words spoken stop me in my tracks.
I often lose my sight of all other things.
My mind takes everything and makes it about you.
Everything I do is with you in mind.
I wonder about you when you are away.
I ache for the warmth of your arms.
The want of your kiss consumes me.
The need to be around you is strong.
I am only me when with you.
Never have I been this happy.
No other person in this world has ever fit so perfectly.
The way we laugh and play,
I can not imagine it gets much better than this.
It is peaceful, easy and right.
This is all I ever want or need.

Love♥

I think of laying with you at night, 

When I'm not in your arms nothing in the world is right.

I love the way you hold me tight.

And how when you kiss me all my senses take flight.

I adore how you say you love me every day,

Make my world no longer grey. 

I love all the little sweet things you say,

They touch my heart in a new way.

I never thought I would find this amazing love, 

It has freed me like a new born dove.

This must be a gift from above,

As we fit together like a hand in a glove.

I believe we are meant to be together,

That this love with last forever.

You make my world come together,

And my heart feel as light as a feather.

Freedom♥

Freedom has many meanings and there are many types of freedom.
You never realize this until it is gone or taken away.
Social freedom, being made to feel guilty for going places or having friends.
Personal freedom, inablility to be oneself.
Artistic freedom, being looked down upon anything to express oneself.
Freedom of speech, Not able to state your beliefs opinions or feelings without being ridiculed. 
Freedom of the heart, not being allowed to love who you know you really want.
Sometimes you are not aware your freedom was taken.
Until someone shows you what you need and deserve.
To be free to do as you please and not have to worry.
Letting you do as you will and pleasing yourself first.
That allowing your mind to be known is a good thing.
Freedom is being able to leave when you want yet staying.
Freedom to learn to be yourself again.
Never allow your freedom to be taken away.
Freedom comes from true, unconditional love.
I am free.