Love♥

I think of laying with you at night, 

When I'm not in your arms nothing in the world is right.

I love the way you hold me tight.

And how when you kiss me all my senses take flight.

I adore how you say you love me every day,

Make my world no longer grey. 

I love all the little sweet things you say,

They touch my heart in a new way.

I never thought I would find this amazing love, 

It has freed me like a new born dove.

This must be a gift from above,

As we fit together like a hand in a glove.

I believe we are meant to be together,

That this love with last forever.

You make my world come together,

And my heart feel as light as a feather.

Freedom♥

Freedom has many meanings and there are many types of freedom.
You never realize this until it is gone or taken away.
Social freedom, being made to feel guilty for going places or having friends.
Personal freedom, inablility to be oneself.
Artistic freedom, being looked down upon anything to express oneself.
Freedom of speech, Not able to state your beliefs opinions or feelings without being ridiculed. 
Freedom of the heart, not being allowed to love who you know you really want.
Sometimes you are not aware your freedom was taken.
Until someone shows you what you need and deserve.
To be free to do as you please and not have to worry.
Letting you do as you will and pleasing yourself first.
That allowing your mind to be known is a good thing.
Freedom is being able to leave when you want yet staying.
Freedom to learn to be yourself again.
Never allow your freedom to be taken away.
Freedom comes from true, unconditional love.
I am free.

Marriage...

Marriage...
Such a frightening word to me.
Until now.
I see them, after all this time.
Still in love.
I want what they have.
I have learned in this last month,
I need you, I want you, I love you.

Children...
I have always wanted them.
Though I was convinced I did not need a man.
Now I know I don't need one but I want one.
Not just any man, I want you.
I would love my children to grow up with you as their father.
To have a son be half the man you are.
A daughter protected, as I was not.

Forever...
I did not believe in it.
Though now I find myself hoping it's real.
For once I want it.
With you and your family. 
Our own family.
I want this more than anything I have ever wanted.
I want marriage, children, and forever.

Watching

I find myself watching you often.
Constantly amazed by how lucky I am to have you.
Facinated by the fact that some one as good as you loves me.
I am learning from you.
Learning how to trust and love.
To feel this joy without doubting it.
I watch how you are gentle yet still strong.
How you put love in all that you do.
I have learned new things about you.
For instance, you have a certain shine in your eyes reserved for me.
You are one of the few decent people left.
I watch how you always help someone in need.
The love you have for your family, somethings new to me.
More so the love they have for you.
I watch the pride light up their face when speaking of you.
Everyone knows what a good man you are.
I fear I am not good enough.
Though it makes me want to be a good person for you.
I watch how aware of me you are.
It's a new and welcomed feeling.
I watch you as you sleep, thinking about how handsome you are.
I wonder if you know that even in your sleep you stay aware of me.
I watched you fall for me.
Never have I been happier.
I hope to keep watching you the rest of our lives.

These are the things you do for me.

I laugh so much I no longer care that I hated my laugh.
I forget that I am self concious of my smile, therefore I am now always smiling.
Joy comes from deep inside bringing a warmth I had no idea existed.
I believe in myself again, I know I can do this.
These are the things you do for me.

I am doing what I love again, without judgement.
I am honest, completley honest with myself and you.
Facing my fears and my past.
You stand by me no matter what I am doing.
These are the things you do for me.

I am being who I truly am.
I lost care of what others think of me.
I know I have the love a man who loves the true me.
Courage is findings its way back into my life.
These are the things you do for me.

Love is coming back, unconditional love.
Trust is building up inside my heart.
This happiness is breaking down my wall.
The hole inside me is disappearing.
These are the things you do for me.

I remember

I remember our first meeting.
The first time I saw your smile.
The way it lit up your blue eyes.
Talking with you was very easy.
Then we went our separate ways.

Weeks later I came across you again.
From then on We started talking more.
I remember looking for you everyday.
Not even realizing I did.
Until one day you were not there.

The day you were not there I felt...hurt.
I remember wishing all day that I could see you.
Or be able to speak to you.
I missed hearing your voice.
I missed being the reason of that beautiful smile.

Slowly we became close.
I remember telling you I would not fall for you.
I did not know you would be so perfect for me.
Little things, like our games we played.
Or your references to things I always understood.
I knew I was falling for you.

I remember finally breaking down and telling you.
Then you told me you felt the same.
I knew then I wanted you more than anything before.
I never stopped thinking about you all that time.
Now I have you and I love you more than anything.

Lucky

When you walk into a room, you are all I can see.
You are my light from a window in my dark world.
When you hold me I feel as though I can handle anything.
Your love gives me strength to be happy again.
Your patience touches my heart.

When you look at me in my eyes I see it.
You love me like I have never been loved.
The gentle way you touch me.
How you run your hands through my hair.
Things like this make me love you more.

I love listening to your heart.
Hearing how it speeds up to my touch.
Knowing I affect you as you do me.
I love being the reason behind your smile.
Or seeing your blue eyes light up.

You make me feel things I did not know possible.
A happiness that I do not have to force.
This love that comes easily.
You are an amazing person.
I am lucky you are mine.